||[Oct. 7th, 2007|10:33 pm]
Yesterday i had a dream i will never forget...|
i dreamt of Mummy! the dream was so vivid and real!!
since she has gone home to be with the LORD in 1994, i don't dream of her very often, and even when i did, it was always about things we normally did together in the past. and when i got out of the dream and woke up, i don't remember the details, nor dwell in it.
in the dream, someone said he will take me to see my mother, who was working in an island. i was taken in a boat. when i reached that place, i was waiting at the front of a gigantic building while that person went to call for Mummy. the minute she came and i saw her, i was so thrilled and exclaimed in Cantonese, "Mummy, how come you look so young!" i never saw her like that before. She gave birth to me when she was 50, but in the dream, she looked as if she was in her late 20's or 30's. She is perfectly beautiful! she looks ageless and perfect shape and she looked so healthy! She looked so steady! it's amazing i could recognise her instantly even i never saw her that way.
she smiled happily and called my name, i ran to her and we hugged. then i realised that her "skin" was so clear! so clear like glass i don't know if it's really skin or not. i even said to her "how come your skin looks so clear like glass!" she laughed! she told me she's very happy. we talked a little while. i felt her deep love for me, so full of love. but in the same instance, i just know it isn't a mother and daughter relationship anymore. it's so hard to explain. you just know it instantly. but i wasn't sad about that too cos the love between us is so strongly felt.
then i awoke and i cried. i really missed her.
it then dawned on me the dream i had, is what i will get to see her again when i am in heaven! it was such an awesome revelation!
when we meet our loved ones in heaven, in an instant, we will recognise them even when they look different as they become and look so perfect. my mother died at age 76 and had cancer.
but in the dream she looked so young, healthy and beautiful and have crystal clear appearance. i actually saw her in an incorruptible, brand new body - the body we will all have when we return to the LORD too! what an awesome, awesome revelation!!! i believe and know our bodies will become perfect but my, i get to see a glimpse of what it's really like!! and in heaven there is no more sorrow and love is perfected. my mother is so full of love and joy and total happiness. all our relationship with our loved ones cease on earth. but even so, there is no sadness about this, because the love is so perfect. again, what an awesome revelation to have!!! and in heaven there isn't mystery lor. in an instant you just know without a doubt somethings...
and i asked the LORD why i had this dream. then the LORD reminded me of what happened just 2 or 3 days before this dream. i was having my shower and i just thought of my mother. so i said to the LORD. "LORD, i really missed my mother. please let her know i missed her and i am sorry
that i didn't have the chance to give her a better life than i wanted to." i believe that such soul ties with the dead are not healthy so i consciously tell myself i must not dwell in these thoughts. so i actually forgot the incident. but the LORD didn't forget.
Really thank the LORD for such an awesome dream! And when i shared it with my siblings, it's a comfort for them, too. Praise the LORD!